Salma Hayek had quite the career in Mexican film before she broke out on the Hollywood scene with Robert Rodriguez’s 1995 Desperado, an action movie starring Antonio Banderas and then relatively unknown Hayek. It was Rodriguez’s project, however, that marked Hayek’s first time shooting a sex scene (which the project hadn’t originally mentioned when she signed up for the role). Opening up about her experience on Dax Shepard’s podcast Armchair Expert, Hayek now admits that the experience was “really, really hard” for her. And while she doesn’t blame her co-star or director for going through with it, we kind of do — especially since this isn’t the first story like Hayek’s we’ve heard from other actresses.