Victoria Beckham spiced up her life with a fateful goodbye.

The fashion designer and former Spice Girls member is getting candid about her decision to leave the British girl group in 2001.

“Remember years ago, watching your dear friend Elton John on stage in Las Vegas,” Beckham, 46, wrote in an open letter to “older and **fingers crosssed** wiser Future Self,” published Monday (Jan 11) in British Vogue.