I am 19 this year, It is my first trip to Bangkok and I just had a massage and the masseuse touched me inappropriately

As the above says, I just had a massage done on my holiday in Thailand. About halfway through, she slipped her hand under my bottom and started feeling me up. I don’t want to get into more detail but she was VERY obviously touching me somewhere she shouldn’t have. I froze up and felt SO vulnerable and weird.

She was practically juggling my…

Once she did so, she asked if everything was ok (I’m guessing to check it she can continue) and I told her no and that she shouldn’t touch me there again.

The message eventually ended and asked me if she can go out with me tonight. I told her no and said again that she shouldn’t have touched me there again. She kind of played it off but also told me that she doesn’t need a tip.

I don’t know. I guess I just want to vent.

I hate that I can’t trust anyone, not even in a professional setting and I hate that this happened. She shouldn’t have touched me without (or even WITH) my consent in this setting and I’m so angry and upset. I want to be able to trust people but this stuff just proves that I shouldn’t.

I’m proud for standing up for myself but also shaken. Idk. Thank you for listening.