How to have closure when your bf leaves you without saying a word?

Is something wrong with me? I thought we were doing ok. He was so loving and nice in the beginning. He refused to tell me about his ex gf.

I don’t even know when they broke up only that it was not very long ago. I suspect I was a rebound but I had no way of knowing since he doesn’t want to talk about his past. He insisted that I’m not.

We spent a lot of time together. I would go to his place during the weekends. Netflix. Have dinner nearby. Walk in the park. I thought everything was fine. I didn’t sense anything amiss as his parents are also very nice and kind to me.

Then things changed, we made arrangements to meet and he would not show up and not pick up my calls. I was left stranded twice waiting for him for over an hour only to give up and leave the place. He started to cut short our conversations, saying he’s busy.

I didn’t want to overthink but I was getting frustrated and I chose to leave him alone as I was prepping for my papers.

Then I heard from my friends that his group has a new girl and he’s always hanging out with her. I asked him about it and he told me to leave her alone. What? I can’t even find out what’s going on from him?

Not long after, he didn’t even have the guts to tell me it’s over. He got a friend to inform me instead. He blocked my number and ig so I can’t even contact him. I can only communicate through his friend? The worst part is his friend tried to be funny with me at the same time.

Talking to me in a dirty and offensive way. What is this? I’m not desperate for love. What on earth did he tell his friend about me that I would be treated in such a disrespectful and demeaning way?

Is this how people break up? I’m not even worth the effort to be told what I needed to hear face to face? I feel so worthless.

A part of me tries to not believe myself but if he can throw me away like this I must be not worth loving.