Emily Ratajkowski is opening up about her decision to quit acting, revealing that she got tired of making herself "digestible to powerful men in Hollywood."

In an in-depth interview with the Los Angeles Times published Thursday, the model, actress, and author recounts trying to prove she was a "serious actress with longevity" after landing her first major film role in 2014's Gone Girl, as a student having an affair with Ben Affleck's self-centered professor. Ratajkowski soon found, however, that Tinseltown wasn't for her.