I wish someone was stalker/obsessed with me.

Hear me out. All I am saying is I would not mind if someone was obsessed with me / even a stalker to me.

Listen dont care how stupid this sounds, I am so attention starved / lonely so idc anymore. All i want a guy to be obsessed with me & even stalk me.

I mean its reassuring in a way. Reassuring that someone actually cares and i would actually be special / important to someone & that I actually mean something to someone. & someone could be obsessed with me is like flatrering & how cute.

Yes its & dangerous but if I am on someones mind / mean something to someone then it thats all i care about. Also i deserve and want to be hurt anway. & yes i know only bad things could happen. But I dont care if anything bad happens to me. Everyday I wish something bad will happen to me anyways. Not like I like being alive.

All I just want someone to be obsessed with me, to mean something to someone for once in my life. Is that so much to ask.

I get way too obsessed & attached to guys I dont even know. So can now can someone be obsessed with me istead.

But really though no one has ever liked me or had a crush on me ever. I have never been important or to anyone ever. Ijust want to feel like there is someone who wants me. (though i am so fucking hideous & ugly, no one likes me lol)