I wasted five years of my life not making move on the person I like. Damn me.

Today was my last day of school. I will see them for the final exam and probably some party sometimes, but later on, I will never see them on a daily basis. Ever.

They were the first one to talk to me on the first day and the last one I said bye today. It feels like it’s been a month, but it was five years.

Five years of me trying to find the courage to go and talk to them. They have been right there for five years, everyday.

Damn me, damn my anxiety and my insecurities, I swear on God that next time I will go for it the very first second. I am so angry at myself right now.

How many hours did we spend in the SAME ROOM everyday? Why didn’t I do more?

Guys, if there’s a person you like, go for it. Screw what you think might happen. They’re not gonna kill you for it.