My Husband does not have a job and spends 46% of my salary.

My husband (29M) and I (24F) have been together now for 6 years, but we got married 2 years ago. He does not have a real job since we started as a couple but he loved playing games and selling some of his items and made a good business out of it.

So for 4 years that has been his job, but since the pandemic started it does not provide a good amount of $ for us to sustain his needs and mine.

Tho I have a job and getting paid quite decently, I understand him. I know that there will be a time that this will happen and he will need me.

But last year Nov 2021 he took a loan for a big motorbike, that will take a year to be paid, he got his money and made a downpayment for for the bike.

And now he got a loan for the remaining balance which needs to be paid in 1 year. about 46% of my salary. I do not make a lot of money but considering the percentage it took out of my pocket, I am getting pissed off.

So for almost a year now I am paying for it, 2 months left and it will be over. But I am afraid this will happen again.

He did not even look for a job to pay for it, he just let me do it. I feel that I am being robbed, and manipulated.

Every day I am stressed and mad at him. I do not want to, but seeing him just playing DOTA every fucking day made me envy him a little. I wish I could just stay here doing nothing and getting things I wanted.