Red carpets may be glamorous, but Nicole Kidman just admitted that, these days, she’d much rather be at home snuggled up in her pajamas.

In a new cover story for Elle, the Academy Award–winning actor prepares to attend her latest red-carpet event—for the premiere of her new miniseries, Expats. However, the Big Little Lies star tells the outlet, “It feels a little unreal at times. I want to get out, take my dress off, and put my jammies on. It’s kind of like the opposite of Cinderella—I’m happy to go home and just go back to me.”