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Tana Mongeau and Jake Paul have had a whirlwind relationship.

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spoke about her open marriage to fellow YouTuber in a raw new video.

In the video which she titled “,” Mongeau said finding out that Paul had a month after their wedding left her feeling “broken.”

She also said it was difficult when Paul recently released a new song about another ex-girlfriend Alissa Violet and posted an old photo of them kissing on his Instagram.

But she said they are still going strong, despite their “psycho busy lives” and “trying to fit each other in” getting harder and harder.

YouTuber Tana Mongeau spoke candidly about her open marriage with Jake Paul and other struggles in a raw new video, which she titled “the truth about everything.”

She said finding out that Paul had met up with his ex Erika Costell a month after their wedding left her feeling “broken.”

“I felt like I was opening my phone every day to something that just broke me further,” Mongeau said.

“Finding out about the Erika s— on Twitter killed me because Jake and I had so many conversations where he like villainized her, and I spent so much time trying to be everything she wasn’t.”