Jax Taylor is remembering his father, who died two years ago Friday.

The Vanderpump Rules star shared a sweet Instagram photo of his “best friend” Ronald Cauchi on Friday, along with a heartfelt message.

“I lost my best friend, my idol, my everything two years ago today. I wish I could say it’s gotten easier but I feel like it has now sunken in and very real so my emotions are starting to take over as the time goes by,” Taylor, 40, said of his father, who died on Dec. 27, 2017, after suffering stage IV esophageal cancer.