“I get nervous to see so many people,” says Tatianna Paulino, mother of ASAP Yams. “I see so many people that really love my son and who were inspired by my son.”

Paulino is backstage at Brooklyn’s Barclays Center, the site of Yams Day 2020, preparing to give a speech just one day before the fifth anniversary of her son’s death. There is a crew of people standing around her, tinkering with her outfit—a customized denim jumpsuit with “Yams Day” emblazoned on it in pink lettering. The jumpsuit’s arms are peeled down, revealing a T-shirt that memorializes her son, as well as Fredo Santana, Nipsey Hussle, Mac Miller, Juice WRLD, and XXXTentacion.